Monday, 10 October 2011

Fear and self loathing in St Leonards.

I'm a weird sort of chap, (cue sniggers) No, seriously, I am weird. And I think I know why, it's because after years of wanting one, having a design in my head, I have never had the balls to walk up to a tattooist and say "Do it. "
Right, now the laughter has died down, let me explain. It's not about the tatt, it is something that goes deeper, it's about having the balls to stop drifting, and actually go ahead and do something, something important, potentially life changing, That was my raison d'etre when I applied and took on my uni course. I emerged from the 1st year with 3 a's and a B, solid results, and encouraging for one who hasn't set foot in an educational establishment for two decades.
So, I am back, And simply, I am cracking up over it all, why? What am I afraid of? Why am I thinking of running away from it? Because that is what I do when career stuff goes right, I retreat, because retreating from a strong position is a choice, whereas carry on and fail, the choice is made for me, I have an overblown sense of my own inferiority, I walk around thinking "Oh, they will catch on sooner or later and then that is it, I'll be gone" Instead of actually say I can do this, I can make this work.
So, yeah, nothing has changed about my enjoyment of the course, it's taking me in a great direction. I have the support of a fantastic woman by my side, and yeah, I can handle the distance, "gawd bless you modern technology" so, what the hell is stopping me? Fear of the unknown? or fear of not being in control? Probably a bit of both.
So you see, getting that ink that I have wanted for ages is a symbol, A symbol that I can make that leap, I can take control of myself now by promising to lose that small amount of control over a tiny aspect.. And you know what, I have the luvverly new Mrs Soak to thank for that.....

Thursday, 22 September 2011

Anti Semitism? WTF

Following the protests at the proms earlier this year, four musicians of the LPO have been suspended for adding their weight to the protests with a letter to the telegraph. Their suspensions have been reduced from 9 to six months, This whole episode has provoked angry responses from those who call the four , and their supporters Anti-Semitic ( for example Adrian Hilton writing in the excellent Dale & Co blog, and Igor Toronyi-Lalic in the Telegraph.

Whoa. Anti-Semitic? for publicly supporting a protest against a Government using one of it's cultural exports as the focus? That is a bit strong. What these two are doing is following the trend that if you dare to criticise the Israeli Government, by inference, you hate everything Jewish, and have a belief that all Jews are inferior -. that is the definition of Anti-Semitism.Therefore, by that definition, Rabbi Jonathan Sachs. was Anti Semitic for his remarks reported on the BBC in 2002. As are the Plethora of JEWISH campaigns against the path that the Israeli Government are taking.  (Not In My Name, Jewish Voice for Peace are two examples.).. WT and F.

Here is the rub, these people are confusing Anti-ZIONISM with anti-SEMITISM. The former is being against political Judaism, which, in it's various forms, is the basis for the Israeli Government's policies since the creation of the state. The latter is just vile racism, which needs to be stamped out. There is a BIG difference, and I wish that Bloggers and Columnists alike would see that. 

Pick and choose feminism.

I was going to blog about the so called " unfair " changes to women's retirement ages for state pensions. you know, something about equality meaning just that, equal pay, equal conditions. but instead, I will leave it to American comedian Bill Burr to say it for me. He is funnier than me after all.

Oh, and by the way ladies, he's right. Titanic IS a horror film for us guys. OK.

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

Don't forget the basics.

After the reception that yesterdays short story (Here if you didn't read it) I have been re-invigorated about my writing. My short stories (also on the site) seem to work really well, but when I go for longer works, they tend to fall apart, falling into seemingly inescapable plot holes. The one that I have finished, Staymaker, seems wrong somehow, maybe I'm thinking that because I really didn't  make a good job of selling it to agents, I still think the story works, but the marketing letters didn't - I got dispirited, and gave up on it. My Bad.
My problems are twofold, first, I am dyslexic to some extent, My proof reading skills are awful, I am too reliant on a spellchecker, and miss words that are words, but the wrong ones. (keen eyes will have spotted some errors in "Fall from Grace". So, I need a tame proofreader, plenty of people I know that I can coerce into that. 
The second reason is something more basic, more fundamental. I am impatient to start. I have the rough idea, and I just get on and write, ignoring the Basics - plotting, character lists, that sort of thing. That is my biggest failing in longer works, and the reason why I have (at the current count) four abandoned books, with various word counts, sitting on my Computer. Indeed, Staymaker only got to it's conclusion because it is a historical Novel, and as such loosely follows real events, so the plot is there, all I have to do is write the missing bits. Still difficult, but I had that framework to turn to when things went wrong.
Lesson to be learned here, I need to make that framework before I commit anything to paper. Instead of taking an Idea, and going BANG into chapter 1, I need to spend more time on building that framework, that timeline. develop that idea in note form, then flesh it out.
Sounds simple, sounds basic, Sounds like a plan 

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

My Writings

For some time, I have been writing, Short stories, Humorous skits and am working on a novel. See the sidebar l;ink to my website to read them.

The latest here: was based on the thought that what happens to career criminals in their old age?

Saturday, 17 September 2011

The Politics of fear, the Media and how it relates to BSL.

Another week, another Media story about a dangerous dog. It could be a Collie or an Akita or a Jack Russell, but a bull breed is more likely to provoke cries of outrage. The story will gather pace, the words Pit and Bull, Status and yob culture will invariable follow, public outrage comes next, followed by clampdowns and cases like Lennox, Bruce and Hooch.
So, BSL was brought in during 1991, and that is what is to blame for everything right? Well, almost. It was brought in as a kneejerk reaction, like the gun law changes after the Dunblane massacre, but unlike the gun laws, BSL isn’t based on something tangible, something you can readily identify, like a gun.
So, what is sustaining this? Look at the buzz words we are surrounded by in the media…. “Hoodies” ; “Gangs” ; “Status Dogs” ; “Crime” “Violence” “Dangerous” “Pit Bull” . Those buzz words, repeated again and again, in story after story are becoming ingrained within us, and we are becoming unable to separate them. You walk down your street, and there is a young lad in a hooded top, and these words jump into your brain . Have that Lad walk a Bull breed type of dog, and your fear is doubled. You hold your dog close, your children closer. You cross the street, afraid of an attack, The dog on the lead is suddenly a slavering beast, it’s owner a criminal.
But what is feeding this? Well, Frank Furedi (The Politics of fear 2005) discusses the way governments use fear to create a feeling of vulnerability amongst their electorate, and in this, the media helps. People’s frustrations and emotions can be directed towards outrage to particular issues, such as child obesity, Extremist sects, and dangerous dogs. The outrage gets pushed into demands that the Government needs to do more to clamp down, the machinery of the state, the police, health and security services, needs to be tougher on these issues, We accept that these “experts” Know best, and our best interests are served by government policies based on their advice. Attempts to criticise are lambasted; critics are labelled as militant, the media stereotypes those who speak out.
And there is the rub. Fear sells papers. Celebrity gossip vies with stories of injury, death and violence as our daily diet of current affairs. No-one wants to read the headline “Young man with Staffie cross is quite nice actually” People want to read about slavering beasts, bred to fight other dogs, bred to attack people to safeguard a dealer’s stash. People WANT to read that these animals are devil beasts with Jaws that lock; that will attack anything that moves and the media delivers. Those in authority need their “experts” to reinforce that fear, because if they don’t, the media will be upon them then next time a dog does attack, closely followed by the public.
“Do you not see what kind of world we are creating? {…} A world of fear and treachery and torment; a world of trampling and being trampled on, a world which will grow not less, but more merciless as it refines itself” George Orwell wrote in his novel 1984. This then, is what we fight - a culture of fear, created by a media desperate to keep itself going to influence its readers/listeners/watchers. In this digital and internet age, the fight for audience is big business. The “Raising awareness banner” has become a cover for what was once classed as propaganda. Interviewees talk about being afraid to use parks because of these “status dogs” and Children are used as they provoke a more emotive response. The tone of the articles is all about provoking the “correct” response amongst the readership.
So, to win hearts and minds, to convert so called “middle England” to our cause what do we have to do? There should be no "us and them". No one wants a person to be hurt by any kind of dog and there are aggressive dogs, and bad owners. We have to show the link between the law and how this encourages the wrong sort of owner to certain types of dogs. We have to show that while a rise in reported dog bites has been seen, so has a huge rise in dog ownership and more importantly a huge rise in irresponsible or uneducated dog ownership.. We have to show the cost of this law, we have to highlight the stories, bring out our little old ladies, our middle class couples, our families with children, all affected by the legislation. We have to give them the voice that no one wants to hear. We have to allow them to speak of fear, of images of dead puppies, of crying children, and, in this present economic climate, the “hard working taxpayer” needs to see the expensive side of enforcement, when cuts are in the air.

We have to tell the truth.
(C) Andrew John Millen 02/04/2011

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

Multiculturalism and Domestic Violence

The trial in Manchester of two Parents for the murder of their daughter in a so called honour killing" . will shock people. "How can parents do that?" will be the question asked, and further debates about the concepts of Izzat "and "Sheram" will be put forward. This essay, written earlier this year, looks at the arguments within the field of multiculturalism, and argues that multicultural attitudes are, in fact partly to blame for such murders, (as well as domestic abuse as a whole).

This essay will look at the issue of Domestic violence as seen from a multiculturalism angle, particularly looking at whether multiculturalism policy within institutions such as schools and local authorities is weighted more towards avoiding cultural offense rather than promoting the issue among ethnic minorities as a Home affairs select committee report in 2008 suggests (cited by Senhay Nihat in 2009 ). This issue, also highlighted by authors such as Brian Baker and Nira Yuval-Davies , and professionals such as Trevor Philips of the Committee for Racial Equality and those working in the domestic violence field is that a blanket view of “Culture and race” is failing vulnerable members of the community . This essay will look at the government policies on Multiculturalism over the past decade, before looking at the broader arguments from social Scientists where they relate to this issue.
Multiculturalism as a debate within political and social theory is relatively new, stretching back to the mid eighties (Paul Kelly, Introduction, Between Culture and Equality2005 (2002)). The Stanford Encyclopaedia of Philosophy defines it as: “{…}a body of thought in political philosophy about the proper way to respond to cultural and religious diversity.” Government responses to this issue over the past few years have sought to address the issue of maintaining cultural identity within the framework of the individual rights of a liberal democracy, but these have not been without their critics. Multicultural policies have been broadly seen as a way of tackling the issue of racism, of promoting equality of opportunity, and breaking down barriers that prevent that opportunity being realised – The much quoted example of a Sikh boy who’s school uniform policy prevented him wearing the turban (Cited by, among others Kelly (“Equal opportunities and Cultural Commitments (Multiculturalism Reconsidered), 2005) is an example of where policy needs to be drawn up so that cultural differences are not a barrier to opportunity. Another positive is Multiculturalism as an anti racism postulate – the idea that through such policies and framework, we can work on combating racist ideology and thought, beginning with the school curriculum, education policies exist to celebrate diversity, children learn about “comparative religious” from a young age, this feeds through into anti-discriminatory policies within Employment and welfare law.

As an undercurrent the notion of “British values” have been advanced by politicians over the last decade, from new Labours Citizenship tests in the early noughties through to Cameron’s speech earlier this year where he talks about “Muscular Liberalism” and asks the question “ Do they believe in universal human rights - including for women and people of other faiths? Do they believe in equality of all before the law? Do they believe in democracy and the right of people to elect their own government? Do they encourage integration or separatism?” . These speeches have been condemned as promoting “Islamaphobia “ by many critics (such as Tahir Abbas in 2005 and again in 2011 ) looking at the issue within the context of Islamic extremism and terrorism threats only. This, it has been suggested by those working in the field of domestic violence, is leading to a culture within social services and law enforcement where stereotyping and discrimination is rife, putting fear of criticising a Cultural minority as a group above that of an individual’s rights in terms of protection from abuse. (Thara R and Breslin R, “A look at domestic violence among families from ethnic minorities” Nov 2006, also see Sokoloff and Dupont “Domestic violence at the intersections of Race, Class and Gender 2005) )

Certainly laws have been passed on domestic violence making it a priority over the past few years, along with the 2008 act dealing with forced marriages. These laws require the injured party to speak out, (indeed, the 2008 Forced marriage act is a civil law, it’s emphasis on putting civil injunctions on perpetrators, the breaking of which then leads to criminal prosecution, again speaking out is required to enforce this) Speaking out against domestic violence, as Thara and Breslin point out in the report, is difficult when some cultural beliefs (such as the concepts of Izzat and Sharam (Honour and reputation) provide a barrier to both their standing in the community, and in the services’ treatment of them when they do speak out. Add to that the language barrier encountered by some female immigrants (as discussed by Trevor Phillips and his 2004 Guardian article “Multiculturalism's legacy is 'have a nice day' racism”) and the problem is multiplied. This issue was addressed in Lord Lammings’ report on the Victoria Climbie case in 2002/03:

“Victoria was a black child, and many of the staff who had contact with her were also black. To what extent racism may have been a contributory factor in what happened to Victoria is a centrally important question. Lord Laming told us that he found no evidence of overt racism, but what the Inquiry did find “was staff making assumptions that because people originated from a particular culture that behaviour could be described as being culturally determined when in fact they knew nothing about that culture and had never visited the country.” For example, the way in which Victoria ‘jumped to attention’ when Kouao was present was assumed by some to be a reflection of her upbringing on the Ivory Coast. In fact, the reality was quite different and Victoria had not been expected to behave in this way with her own parents.” (PP26-27)

Further down in the report, he makes reference to the concept of “Institutionalised Racism” brought out by the Macpherson report into the Stephen Lawrence case in the 90’s. What we can see, from both Thara and Breslin in 2005 and Nihat in 2009 is that this is still an ongoing concern. The question remains then, how much is this a fault of multicultural thinking over the past two decades, which has been reflected into both policy and practice by the Government(s) and agencies responsible for these areas?

Nira Yuval-Davies, in her 1997 essay “Ethnicity, Gender relations and Multiculturalism “ (“Debating Cultural Hybridity” Werbner and Modood eds 1997, pp193ff ) brings this to the fore, arguing that woman are often marginalised due to the assumption that all members of a “culture” are equally committed to that collective culture. She looks at the Idea that women are seen traditionally as the keepers of the collective identity, their role in keeping cultural traditions alive within the home even more important when that culture is threatened by influences of an outside hegemony, (such as the case within immigrant groups within British society). She argues that Multiculturalism is fails to understand the power relations within a particular cultural group, and tends to fail to hear the voices of the vulnerable members. Though she places this as a left leaning criticism, Brian Barry (Second thoughts, some first thoughts reviewed - “Multiculturalism reconsidered “ 2005 Paul Kelly ed, pp204 ff) also argues that “Most of the policy recommendations of Multiculturalists are, on balance, more likely to do harm than good to the most vulnerable members of those minority cultures that are intended to be the primary beneficiaries.” (Barry, 2005, p205) clearly shows that this is also a Liberal criticism as well. The issue seems to be the rights of the Cultural group as a hegemonic whole verses the rights of the individuals that make up that group.

Barry’s earlier book, “Cultures and Equality” (2001), in which he tries to address the conflict between respect for cultural differences and individual human rights (defined as “Egalitarianism”) has been the source of much criticism since it’s publication. Yet what authors like Yuval Davies show is that this discourse is nothing new, She cites cases through the late eighties and early nineties where such cases been ruled in favour of the prevailing “Culture” as opposed to the individual’s rights under British law (1997, p201). Barry’s Critics have been lead by Bhikhu Parekh, who states that Barry’s work is fundamentally flawed by his failure to see the different perspectives within the broad theme of Multiculturalism (“The Dangers of Liberalism” - “Multiculturalism reconsidered “ 2005 Paul Kelly ed,pp 133ff). He does, in his book “Rethinking Multiculturalism” (2006) discuss issues relating to abuse and gender roles within different cultures, but his placing of such issues does seem muddled – although he talks about sexism needing to “rightly be challenged” he also stresses the need for such issues to be placed firmly within the “Moral and cultural structure of the society concerned” (2006, p293) thus seeming to emphasise (to use Yuval-Davis’ terms) the ascendancy of a collective cultural identity over and above the individual rights of it’s members. When he earlier uses the term “Perspectival diversity” which he defines as “a vision of life the dominant culture either rejects in theory, or accepts in theory but rejects in Practice” (2226, p4) – he firmly places feminism in that role (2006,3) - one can see where this thought can be seized upon by those wishing to defend discriminatory practices as “Cultural”

Judith Squires in her essay Culture, equality and Diversity (“Multiculturalism reconsidered “2006, pp114 ff) also makes much of this tension between feminists and Multiculturalism, arguing that the ideas of universalism both in gender issues and cultural issues are both false, and stresses the need for approaches to reflect the diversity of both groups. Modood argues that feminism has become a missionary style ideology, at it’s core emphasising the supremacy of western values over “backward” cultures (“is multiculturalism dead” 2008). He also states that there is no need for feminism and multiculturalism to be opposed. All these authors do agree that practices such as forced marriage, clitirodotomy and suppression of women are wrong, but they all fail to address the fundamental points laid out by such as Yuval-Davis. These points lead to a situation where cultural beliefs can lead women to feel isolated, feel afraid of anyone within their close knit community finding out that they have sought help. Abusive men can use these cultural beliefs to justify their actions, and exert further pressure on those vulnerable. (as highlighted by Thara and Breslin (2006). And, as Sokoloff and Dupont show, agencies can and do use these preconceptions in their treatment of these offenses.

What is clear is that domestic abuse is a taboo, and women who are subjected to this do feel shame and stigma attached to reporting it. Policy has tried to make harsher and stiffer punishments for offenders, and protect women more, but this is dependant on women reporting the issues. As recent “honour Killing” cases have shown, this is a serious problem for women within communities where, due to what is considered as a cultural norm both inside and outside the community, they are subordinated. Issues and arguments in the public sphere about “Islamaphobia” do rear there head when a politician talks of “Assimilating” into “Core British Values” and looks at issues such as a ban on the Burkhah, when that is a peripheral issue to what is carried out behind closed doors under the auspices of Honour and Duty. This, it needs to be stressed, is not just confined to one specific culture, but a number of cultures do argue that their treatment of Women is “cultural” and therefore “acceptable within their society” This failure by theorists to openly engage with these issues, has lead, it can be argued, to the systematic failings within agencies of dealing with these issues. As these actions are taking place within a wider society that disallows them, should we, as Parekh and Madood argue, engage in a dialogue between groups as the way forward for a Multiculturalism approach on this issue, or should we go further, should we take the approach championed by Feminists and Egalitarians such as Yuval Davies and Barry ; that stronger measures are required within the area of Human rights and we should not be afraid to tackle them head on? Is taking this view subjecting minorities to an ethnocentric approach, where we consider the dominate culture to be superior to minority ones? This debate needs to come to the fore, above and beyond that of “racism” in order to ensure that those most vulnerable have their needs met.

This essay takes the view that Multiculturalism fails to openly discuss this issue, fails to allow criticism of cultural perceptions when dealing with this issue, and sees cultural groups as a hegemonic whole, rather than focusing on the individuals within those groups as actors in their own right. This leads to a general reinforcing of stereotypes within front-line agencies. As Sehay Nihat concludes; “Preventing and dealing with domestic violence should be our first priority. And the sooner we all accept that an effort to protect the vulnerable is not a deliberate threat to cultural unity, the better.”

Books:Kelly, Paul (ed) 2005) “Multiculturalism Reconsidered – Culture and Equality and it’s Critics” 2nd edition Polity Press Cambridge(UK) and Malden (USA)

Parekh, B.(2006) “Rethinking Multiculuralism – Cultural Diversity and Political Theory” 2nd edition Palgrave Macmillan, Basingstoke and New York.

Werbner, P and Modood, T (eds) “Debating Cultural Hybridity – Multiculteral identities and the Politics af Anti Racism” 1997, Zed books London and New Jersey.

Journal articles
Modood, T 2008 “Is Multiculturalism dead?” Public policy research, 15,2.

Sokoloff, N and Dupont, I 2005 “Domestic Violence at the itersections of Race, Class and Gender” - “Violence against Women”

Thiara, R and Breslin, R (2005) “A look at Domestic Violence within Ethnic Minority Families” Community

Other web articles:

(all web information accessed 16/04/2011).

Friday, 12 August 2011

Gang culture and the Riots.

Watching the events of this week unfolding, and listening to the various opinions aired, from MP’s, to police, to journalists, and the myriad bloggers on my twitter feed, It is clear that amongst the outrage that everybody feels, people have various places to lay the blame as they make sense of this in their own way. The left and the right, all with ideas on understanding, punishment, and causes, and never the twain shall meet.
What we saw was, to some extent, organised. Much has been made of social networks and Blackberries closed messenger as groups assembled and committed this atrocious acts of Vandalism, Arson, theft and murder. What was missing was a p[political statement by the perpetrators. Unlike the student protests, and the G20 protests, this seemed to have no root cause. When Tottenham kicked off (maybe in part due to the Death of Mark Duggan) it sparked a series of copycat events across the country.
So, Causes? If one is to blame party politics, one needs to accept that the failure is not that of the coalition, or the previous labour Government alone, rather the fault of Governments since the sixties (if not before) to properly address issues within these neighbourhoods, allowing an underclass to evolve over that time.
What has been seen in these areas in inner cities mostly (But also in some rural villages and towns) is the rise of gang culture, a street subculture that provides a guiding influence among those who lack such from Parents, schools and law enforcement. The majority of those who participate in such gangs are between 14 and 18 years old, a time when new social identities are forged, adolescents rely more on their peers and slightly older role models than their parents as guides, a time marked by ambivalence and unpredictability. Some of these adolescents, those living in the most stressful home/ social situations find their social development arrested and depend on these groups well into adulthood.
The socialisation offered by these gangs is important to many of these kids who, because of home/school situation spend most of their time on the streets. Such socialisation begins in early childhood, and reaches a peak in Adolescence, when Social identities are being forged. It is then that the group orientated activities of the preteen life merge into gang life, where the street socialisation dictates behaviour patterns. – Friendship, counsel, protection and an adventurous lifestyle are what is offered, in return, watching the backs of those members, and obeying the rules of the street are asked.
This all culiminates in a mindset of locura (a severe form of chronic psychosis, attributed to an inherited vulnerability, the effect of multiple life difficulties, or a combination of the two.) This psychosociological mindset has become a requisite for street survival, and a behaviour standard from which to identify and emulate oneself within a gang. This is valued because it helps gang members fit with the fight-fright-flight dilemma that the realities of the street impose on a person.
This gang violence has a melting pot of causes – neighbourhood effects, poverty, culture conflict and sociocultural marginalisation, lack of stable guiding influence at home & school, social control and other such gang dynamics, and all of these need to be looked at in order to address the problem. What we saw in the streets of our towns and cities this week was an ultimate manifestation of that gang turf war.
Five main factors emerge. (in Brief)
1) Place. – Poorer areas, lifestyle already in place – no work, crime, drugs, nothing in the way of discipline. Attitudes that school doesn’t matter. – being bottled up in these areas doesn’t help, and places to congregate, “turfs” become important – these teens are perhaps second generation of inhabitants, been brought up to it – engenders aggression and frustration.
2) Competition over resources (a factor in small and large scale conflicts historically)
3) Not everyone in these areas in participant, but still have to learn the street rules to negotiate safely in those areas.
4) Identity with the gangs offers a structured life that home doesn’t provide, for many reasons.
5) Discipline, that vital structure in our society, is NOT being provided by parents, and schools and law have had their claws trimmed in this regard. The discipline within the gangs replaces this, sets rules and boundaries.

Understanding how this gang culture has come up over the last 30 or 40 years is vital if we are to address the root causes of the violence that occurs, not just this week, but also the small pockets of violence in these areas that occur day to day. Us Humans are social creatures, we build societies that are based on a framework and structure that has within it authority, rules, and punishments that act as deterrents for those who would transgress those rules. The framework and structure is provided on a local level, by parents, schools and employers. Governments (local and national) set the rules by which those structures are governed, and Parents, teachers and the police exist to enforce those rules.
What we are seeing is in some areas, is the social structure and framework the street culture provides has filled a gap where it is missing. It has its own rules, it’s own punishments for transgressing those rules. It is more relevant to its members because it is the only social structure they have that is worth anything. As such, the rules of the gang matter more to them than other laws, there is an order in that society that is lacking in their own.
What our leaders need to do then, in the aftermath of these events, is to make our prevailing society more relevant to those areas than the street culture. That means providing order and structure to peoples lives, It means employment, not just call centres, but real employment, bring back the manufacturing and labouring jobs. Gear our education system to making education relevant to all sections of society, not just those academically minded. Keep our youth clubs, our community workers and projects. Allow our courts, our teachers, our police and parents to exert REAL discipline on our children. (yes, I am talking about corporal punishment and stiffer sentencing) and bring to book those parents that fail to have their children under control. Structure and discipline is what society needs to work, that is what engenders respect. This week is the result of when that has gone.
(source: Source: Urban violence and street gangs: James Diego Vigil . Annual review of Anthropology 2003. )

Ha, I'm back!

Something I have neglected over the past year is my Blog. I mean, what is the point of having it on my twitter profile if I don't keep it up. So, I am making a return to it. But it will change direction a bit.
You see, I have considered closing this and starting anew one, But, well, I like the title, despite my life being better now than when I started, over 2 1/2 years ago (has it really been that long!) I feel the title is still relevant to all parts of life. So, I will keep this one going.
So, what have I been up to? Well, passed first year at London Met (Applied Social Anthropology) with flying colours, and any mixed feelings I had about carrying on have been knocked on the head, The recent events have re-awakened my interest in what I am Studying. I will post up some researched thoughts about them soon, a lot to look at.
Personal life - Well, I have a wonderful partner, despite the geography, things are going well, let's just leave that there, don't want to jinx anything. Also, my relationship with the girls and my ex (and D) is really good, 99.9% of the time.
What else? managing to fit in some writing (I have a website, but haven't put anything up for a while, have a new short story in mind though). Have two main projects underway, one is a thriller series set around animal rescue, BSL (which I am Vehemently opposed to) and animal cruelty. The other is a fantasy epic I am co-authoring with my brother.
Will find other things to bore you all to tears about, but at the moment, I seem to be holding all aces. Please, feel free to read the early stuff in here, see you again soon.